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Mixed feelings.


Just for that little moment of reaching, but things just have to meddle in.
Be it good or bad, wished or not, things just gotta happen, right?

That little thing could be only for a moment or two or would it lasts, its beyond our control.
Not knowing what to do, just had the feeling of just letting it be but it seems harder than saying i hate yellow.

Whatever that would be, maybe we should be grateful that the leaves are still on the tree.
Maybe we should cherish and take care of them, than wondering, when will they be landed on the ground.
It could happen, it could not.
So we should stay positive, in hope that, they would be strong enough to stay together.

This is exactly how i miss the beaches, the sound of the waves.
It could be just because its special?
Or it was just being missed.

Jess

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