压力，真的很压力. 你到底要我怎样？ 我希望我自己可以孝顺一点，我的家人都很兴奋因为要过年了. 撑着吧，你可以的. 我不能有自己的快乐吗？ 拜托你 🙏🏻 不要在威胁我了. 我已经快要不行了. 朋友还是可以当，为什么要搞成这样？ 好的时候，就当我是人. 不好的时候，当我连狗都不如. 我已经保持距离了. 我什么都没说，就在好好的过自己的生活，活在自己的世界. 你还想要我怎样？ 你一直在跟别人说 我怎样怎样 对你我有什么帮助？ 难道谁先问谁有那么重要吗？ 如果真的就要放手，那你何必要告诉我那么多东西 然后还要威胁我？ 我求你了，全世界可以讨厌我，请你不要再威胁我. 你的朋友可以骂我，你的家人可以讨厌我，全世界的人可以不喜欢我，但我真的求你了，不要再威胁我.
I’m tired of myself. Like extremely tired of myself. I really don’t know what I can do anymore. I really hate myself for being like this. I tried my extreme best to help all of you and I meant it, extreme best. One thing that I did very wrong was putting myself as if the problem was mine, it’s just my nature, my personality, my problem, my incapability of being a perfect friend all of you ever dreamed of. I can guarantee you that I’m not that kind of friend you need in life. I’m the type to pray for you secretly, and when you need help, if I could help, I will do my best to help you. If you need someone to talk to, I will be there for you, if I could do it. But if you want someone who you want to go every cafes in town, every shopping malls just to walk around, I’m sorry I may not be the suitable one. First of all, I’m not financially independent. So I tried my level best not to spend too much. Second of all, I’m really really not a fan to shop around, very highly likely bec...