Jess, only Jess.

Wah, I don’t know how long can I withstand this 😫 Get to college at 615am just to avoid jam.  Went yoga for the 2nd time yesterday.  It was not bad lah just that the class damn late la.  830 ends then after shower and all 9pm liao. Yesterday I reached home like 10? Then I damn fungry and sleepy at the same time. I slept at like 12.30am due to my luxurious supper 😂 But seriously, FML THAT I HAVE MORNING CLASS 😫 I had to leave home like 550am the latest.  One subject after another 🙃  After digested trust, then evidence. After evidence, property. Like seriously, I have little time for my juris and family oh. Every  opportunity I have, I would utilize it to read juris and family.  I thought I was lost in property class lol! But when Mr Daniel recab before class ends, I can answer every questions he asked.  Miracle! I was halfway daydreaming in his class. (I lost when he twists and turn that my brain cannot and j...

Didn't know how I started watching this variety show but it just happened. Maybe there's no where I could get words of comfort from thus this variety show took all my stress away and there is when I am addicted to it.  All I remembered was I started watching it because of Cha TaeHyun, but after few episodes, Kim JongMin, Kim JunHo and Deffconn are not so bad (even the producing director is cute, Il Yong PD!) :3  I've always seen celebrities giving the same kind of advice.  There's nothing certain in life. All of them started early and did not make it immediately.  Some took like, years, or tens of years to make it through successes.  Just today, I've finally watched the episode where they went to Ewha Women University.  SiYoon's lecture were so good and I guess that is why he got 206 votes from the audiences.  It's true that we always look into the big picture and we often forgot that it's the smallest things that could make everyth...

不知不觉就只剩下99天就要考试了！ 我还在很confuse中 LOL。 我一定要在我做手术之前快快的做完所有事情。 还有3个礼拜而已。 越想越怕。 我本来存好钱了，可是考完试后短短一个月就破残了。 还未declare bankruptcy，but 就快要了。 阿姨买了一个黄色外套给我。 是我看了想要很久的外套却不舍得买。 很贵列，那时卖差不多要RM80。 可是很好笑，那个的价格本来是RM79.90，然后昨天我阿姨去买的时候是RM90+，差不多要RM95。 而且他们只是粘新的价格，旧的价格还是看得透。LOL。 我阿姨没发现就买了。 哈哈哈。 太感谢了。 我终于拥有了一个 黄色外套！ 开学后这外套就会跟着我去上课了 哈哈哈。 然后就说说那个傻佬，还有两个礼拜就要考试了。 哈哈哈！ 紧张哦！ 我们最近也很少聊天，不是他上课就是我在睡觉。 他最近也上到很迟啦。 有时这里的12点半夜 他都还没回到家。 等到他回家 我都睡了。 before我忘记，哈哈哈，最近迷上The Return of Superman的Ko Seung Jae。 他真的是太可爱了，又善良，又乖。 他看到别人都会说 “你好，我是Ko Seung Jae” 哈哈哈！ 当他讲华语的时候更可爱。 啊啊啊啊啊啊！ 这就是爱~~~ 这个post太多没有lalang的东西了 哈哈哈 xD 再见 哈哈

Went to eye follow up as usual yesterday. But yesterday was a bit special as we are there to determine whether i should be doing the eye surgery or not.  But well, i was really excited to get this fix before this.  After what the doctor had told me i felt that fear is overwhelming me. GG. they were asking if i want to have my face numb or put myself to sleep.  Most part of me, I would rather put myself to sleep and wake up with the surgery done.  The surgery fee is 5-6k, only for face numbness and if were to put myself to sleep, it costs around 8-9k.  I am still hesitating because if it was for other part of my body, i would have exited the hesitation but this is an eye operation, i can literally sees that hes holding a knife, sewing my skin and everything.  GG, the thought of it made me felt even more nervous.  At the time when i was making my appointment, i was like "fck it, just a 15 minutes operation"  But now that im thinking...

Ohmygod, after exam I woke up everyday around 7am to sort out my stuffs in the room. Distribute what has to be distributed, throw what has to be thrown, keep what has to be kept. Not so much of the visible things, mostly are thrown from the cupboard. But seriously, I really have a lot of things. I donated 2 big plastic bags, threw 4 plastic bags of stuffs and my cupboard is not really vacant! LOL! Those that are left are mostly usable, probably gonna start using them and finish them up and most importantly, stop buying them LOL. Every time I was acting like a tissue beggar but now that i have sorted out my stuffs, i realize that i have way too many packs of tissue paper. I want to faster sort out my things and so that i am able to concentrate in my exam preparation. Have to plan a lot of things. a lot. a lot. a lot. a lot. of things. 我就在家做我的乖乖女好了. hahaha come on, i am cancerian 😏 i can stay at home 24/7 and being alone in my room do my stuffs. Ben's birthday is c...

LOL! Epic 2018. I hope that i will be totally fine now. Being sick for a month is killing my brain cell, though i probably have none. But that said, im just in recovering state *roll my eyes* I think ive been in this state for the past few weeks and then out of sudden, im sick again. The cycle is really terrifying and im now totally paranoid of medicine. Im still waiting for my appetite to come back from vacation, and oh, not forgetting those coldness that cant seem to get off me. sigh, being loyal may do harm to others, so, learn to let go please. LOL, now that I think of it, it all started after I went for a jog at the playround near my house! It was just my Day-1 and yeah, i collapsed until today! Which means, im never going back there again. Just kill me. But God knows why, that was also the first day of climate change. Maybe running outdoor is just not my thing and i should stop acting all heroic to enjoy outdoor views (tho all i can see was just some dustbins, and i...