Jess, only Jess.

又是那个时候了，考试！！！ 现在有一个习惯，就是，很stress的时候看video，还是watch drama，大哭一场。 哇！那种感觉是爽到。。。。。。 无以形容！！ 好像把全部burden哭出来了一样，more than that啦，都讲无以形容了。 哈哈哈 可是也不会给我一个A啦。 大哭一场也只是要回那种放松的feeling而已。 明天last day of EU class了，希望不会像今天，要死掉了。 what i learnt during the revision classes was, never put your guard up if you want your lecturer to help you. In order for your lecturer to be able to help you, you have to help yourself first. Attending his class really helped me alot. Not only him, all my beloved lecturers! Its time already. We can all do this and yes, im looking forward to my activities!!!!!! 要痛就一次过！ 现在痛好过以后痛！ today my friend said he dont believe i used to be a banana! i dont know want to feel sad or happy. hahaha! but i seriously am eh, 不要这样啦。 so the moral of my story is, i can learn mandarin on my own, i believe, nothing, NOTHING can ever pull me down. Have faith! My parents and ex-bosses told me this before "if you are really interested and willing to do a thing, you really ca...

Everything seems to be quite bad these few days or maybe for the past 1 month. Hopefully things will be better for the next 2 months. I have already drained myself so much i thought i needed some space and time for myself. Please take care of yourself and remember to stay healthy. I may not have time for you but i always wish everyone of you the best. Im not sure of my own feelings. Maybe im used to it that i dont feel special anymore. LOL. My boy is kinda worried as i dont react the same anymore. Probably im stressed of everything that had happened recently. I feel the difference in myself also. Hope that he can understand and he too must be ready for exam. His exam is next week, i would not want to be the cause that he could not concentrate in his exams. Im trying my best, but probably because im drained, i have no emotions lol. Anyways, 19 days left to Tort Exam, may luck be by our sides and yes, we promised one another that we can do this. Fighting!

HAHAHAH! I HAVE ENDLESS HOBBIES!! Recently very stress, like whatever I do also i feel like slapping my face. ESPECIALLY when i want to sleep, i tend to keep thinking bout exam! Then today i went to my bro's condo and had a swim and SERIOUSLY, i felt so relaxed and so energetic! 原来，我不可以stop去gym去swimming的。 hahahah! 现在很忙哦，什么都要做! listening to my favourite songs can actually make me relax too. Lucks to my friends <3

每次过了半夜没睡就是在想很多东西。 现在的时间如果没睡就是很感性的时候。 MYGOD，通常是不好的啦 哈哈哈。 通常是，uh,遗憾啦，感情啦，友情啦，什么什么情啦，全部sekali campur在一起。 我是一个night person。 你叫我下午读书要我命，半夜surprisingly进脑好像充满电了一样。 通常到了12点我就要睡了。 其实今天也感谢Butterworks的YouTube videos 啦，不然我现在就像猪睡觉了。 如果要我读书熬过12点哦，真的sorry啦，我confirm plus chop做不到。😶 Im just so lazy to check my spelling. im used to be pure banana mygod. I remember when i was in Form 2/3, my classmate used to teach me how to pronounce shoes in chinese. Till the point she just wanted to take her shoe and slap me in the face. 😨 Even till now im trying to like speak properly, but sometimes, really cannot lah aiyo. But but but, im proud to say that, im no longer pure banana, at least, at least, im now, IMPROVED BANANA 😏 I can type in mandarin, speak at least at least, basics properly. Actually my friends complimented me on my improved mandarin, yeah! 放马过来！ Just kidding, skali they said all those beh tahan phrases, i just look at them blankly. They come up with their 4 power words, i ...

I believe those who are taking the same course as me are really draining. All i have to say is, dont worry my dear, it will so gonna be over in 2 months time and yes, thats the freedom we promised ourselves and for now, just bear with it. Apart from my stress, recently i have developed something interesting in my mind. I am starting to actually observe and analyse every actions and words made by people around me. I have no ill intention, but trust me, it just happened and i tend to have demon and angel in my mind. Like, for example, if something happens, i will tend to think from both sides, goods and bads, and just wow, you would not believe it, that actually tend to make things more fairly judged. I believe everyone has their very own point of view, but, lets see what others have to say before you actually conclude things. Everyone is not perfect, there are times when people get stubborn, but please, at the right time man. I AM VERY STUBBORN. If you have never seen me being...