Jess, only Jess.

Recently quite tired, but not today, not knowing the reason why. Hahahaha!  Im not really in pain today, except my specs i guess, for being too tight. Hopefully it will be okay soon, as ester said. Today like finally i felt like ive accomplished what i needed to do.  Plus the good weather, its a bonus!  Had lunch with Jane and yeah, we did talk about stuffs. Soon Rachel gonna leave us, awww :/ Well, im really sorry for my bad chinese ahhh~ really could not help much with FXTW.  And i only know how to do vendor :/  I will pick up as quick as i can. And help you guys out. Today the weather was really good. I really enjoyed! I bought shoes today teehee, one for jogging another 1 for walking HAHA. Excited for tmr, hopefully it will be another happy day . I think its time for me to sleep.   Gd night world!  Jess 

Another wisdom tooth is popping out at the other side. I sure have really high wisdom this year, thats a joke. It hurts! But im lucky that i know what to do, at least at this hour. Im so tired i just want to sleep and think of nothing else, but this pain just cant go away. Have to wake up really early and keep myself really afresh, as tomorrow i will be learning a lot of things.  Hopefully i wont screw up things! 😰 Good night!  Jess

Yes i know, LAST DAY already. Will be taking the exam tomorrow.  Feel so, nervous. I dont know what to feel. Happy?  Nervous?  Dangerous? Somehow my instinct is giving me an alarm to be really prepared for this. It has never been a really good signal afterall. But i have to face it no matter what, just give what ive got in me.  I cant be worried of something that doesnt even exist. No matter how hard it would be, i will give my all. And i would really like to thank my friends that have been supporting me since that day. Dont matter if i really did not make it through this time, i am still grateful for everything you guys have did for me. I wont give up, and i will only do everything i could, and leave it to God. I wish you all the best and may luck be with you.  Much loves and im confident that you guys can do it! 😁 Jess

The lesser the days left to exam, the more nervous we are. Hopefully everything would work fine and God bless. Do our best and just leave the rest till the day comes.  Hopefully i could spend that amount of money happily, for that one purpose; reunion.  We can do this.  Good luck!  💪 Less crap for now.  Continue reading.  Jess

I almost slept when i was reading the judgement of Lord Floyd.  And just right after i finished reading Lady Arden's judgement, i off the lights and decided to sleep. But something popped up in my mind to look for a song's music chord. And i am suddenly so energetic now, i wonder how can the power of music seems like drug to me. Im doomed, things just cant seem to be going into my brain when i read the books, like now. I guess i need to force myself to sleep. I dont know how many times do i have to say this but again, good luck to all my friends, all!  I guess i need the lucks so im wishing everyone good luck, and what they used to say, what goes around comes around? Hahaha, you gotta prove that to me man ;D  My writing sucks, i dont know how, but to just keep writing.  And im writing really slow! (Though ive never written in a fast pace before) BUT its getting slower than before, like, why?! Why now?  This time GG already. Hahaha. Time to sleeeeeeep, sleep!...

Omg, totally dont have the mood to do anything today.  Especially, studies. Huhhhh, i feel so fcked up but ahhhhhhh, i need to do this.  Im so distracted, noooo. In a moment or two, i feel like eating and then the next moment, i think of my brother about buying new car. And then, i think of... So many things i just dont know how to sort it out. Gahh!  But luckily whatever im reading is going into my brain.  I guess i just have to control my mind to stop thinking of other things at this point in time. FOCUS.  Yeah *strong* *strong* *strong*  Pass this paper and move on!  Gooood luckkk peopleee!  Much lovess!* Jess

Read back my secondary school blog and felt so stupid, with all the, i dont know what kind of language and shortforms with all those smiley behind every sentences. What was really stupid was my attitude and walaoeh, was that me, like seriously? HAHAHA! I just cant stop laughing at how childish and stupid i was like REALLY IS THAT REALLY ME? HAHAHA!! Its all memories ah, like described a lot about my friends and maple friends. How i met them and all, awww, so sweet. But mostly i really can't take it to read my blog like HAHAHA, damn fierce. GOSHH! And then i saw a lot of people that are used to really close to me. GG, i mean we used to chat a lot lah, hahaha! AHHH, now i remember who Wai Onn was, he was KKY's friend who went Aussie. They were my maple buddies, we met in Ludi PQ, hahaha! GG ancient times~ Yap Wai Onn and Khaw Keng Yearn, as i can remember lah, IF im not mistaken. I saw few more maple buddies but i cant remember who were they! GG. Kenneth, Jon (Jonn...

YOOOOO! My friends had been asking for my blog, HAHAHA! And i really have no idea what they wanna see there, but HERE I AM FOR YOU! =D Okay lah, i know there's nothing here for you to actually see, but believe me, theres more to comee! Few days ago, i updated my profile picture on FB and my besties actually commented funny comments. THEN, theres so many funny questions coming up to me asking if it's real that I HAVE A SON. HAHAHA! It's too good to be real?! NO?! A comment even said, it looks like daddy! HAHA! It's a good thing there i see, if looked like daddy then he must be really handsome ;) Now now, it's actually just a joke, i dont even have a husband, or worse, I DONT EVEN HAVE A BOYFRIEND! So where comes the kids? They are actually my nephew, Justin and niece, VonVon! But but, this joke really made up my day! HAHA! Was really lazy today, i guess, its BLUE MONDAY!? All day long, there's this song playing in my mind, 背影 by Yoga Lin! =D ...